It's been a little while since I've taken this aspect of myself seriously and it drops me to my knees. I find myself listening to old favorites in music - things that made me want to be a musician and artist to begin with - the gifts, desperations, drives....
I am becoming re-introduced to myself. The feelings; deep, absolutely gutteral - primal.
The reasons for being, living learning.
If you don't want to feel; make no mistakes, take no chances, don't express yourself.
I did this and died.
I am welcoming myself back to life.
